It's strange how things don't happen your way when you want them the most! It's not fair; life's not fair. Guess that's why M. Scott Peck once said "Life is difficult. This is a great truth, one of the greatest truths. It is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend it. Once we truly know that life is difficult - once we truly understand and accept it - then life is no longer difficult. Because once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters."
But I don't understand or accept it now, perhaps that's why I am sad today.
May God bless all the good souls in this world and give them ALL the happiness they wish for!